Why do I keep going ?

It’s been almost 6 years since I stepped on stage for the first time.

I honestly would have never guessed prior to that day that 6 years later I would still be at this.

However the first time I walked onto that stage and lights hit me.. I knew this was a passion I couldn’t ignore.

6 years later though my thought process has changed so much though.

The first two times I competed it really was just to get into shape and not be fat. It’s funny to me that people think I’ve never been fat too.

If you know me.. I’ve been overweight many times and hated life and everything. I love good food too which does not help lol.

However I keep going at this sport because it is a massive passion to me. I love going to the gym. I love eating healthy. I love my stairmaster time everyday.

My goals and passion are way more important to me than your dumb opinion about how boring my life is apparently or how I have no fun... when in regards I’m way happier than you and have a way better life in my opinion but who cares at the same time.

I keep going because I want a win so bad. I can’t imagine how it feels to walk away with that trophy. I can’t imagine how it feels to know I’m better than everyone up there.

That means more to me than going to a bar on a random Saturday night or going to eat bad food just because.

This isn’t a knock on anyone’s life by any means. I want everyone to have their life and do what they want. If you have talked to me or worked with me, you clearly know this too. I will hype you up in any form no matter what it is and i will also love to eat bad food with you... just when I want too ha.

I hope you enjoyed this!

#DONTLETANYONE